DEAR DIARY AS I SIT HERE AND REALLY THINK WHY DID I REALLY LEAVE MY COUNTRY.NOTHING MAKE SENSE AT ALL IT HURTS SO BAD I JUST DONT KNOW WHAT TO AT THIS MOMENT ,ONE PERSON MAY SAY WHY NOT GO BACK TO YOUR OWN COUNRY BUT THINGS ARE EVEN WORSE BACK HOME .ANXIETY LEVELS BE SKI ROCKETS NOT TO MENTION DEPRESSION AND BEING HOME SICK BUT IM STILL HOLDING ON.



XOXO ZOYA

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